Friday, March 30, 2007

Smiling, And Humming Under My Breathe

I saw an awesome play this afternoon, whenever I see it I memorize bits and pieces of it. I think that I will definitely know all the songs by the time this weekend is over...which may or may not be a good thing. My family may kick me out of the house and tell me to go take my annoying singing soul somewhere else.

My sister put an interesting idea in my head today. She asked me if I had gotten my favorite character's autograph, which I don't think I would have ever thought to do. Even though all the audience came out and did it after the end of the show. I didn't think that I would have enough courage to go up to someone and ask them to sign my program...but now, I'm thinking that that would be a pretty cool thing. The program has every one's picture in it so I could just have them sign it somewhere on top of their face...hehehe

I think that I am definitely going to do that. I will bravely walk up to whoever I am asking and say in a clear voice, "may I have your autograph?" I will not think about blushing, or stammering, or being flustered. I will not even let myself think of it now, because I can already feel my stomach clenching into knots. I will visualize myself walking up, throwing the autograph-ee a dazzling smile and then I will walk off with one more signature.

Oh dear, I don't know if I can do it...but I will not let myself think about it. I will not let myself talk myself out of it...especially since I just told my whole family what I was planning to do.

Oh dear...

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